Disappointed..

Just yesterday, I was reading through my old post about relationship, family, love and being love.

The last part of that post was about work relationships. After about a month of feeling ok (perhaps due to not thinking too much) I got smack really hard by reality today. 

On a very last minute notice, someone from my team is required to stayed back today after work for some system testing. And mind you, the timing is ridiculous, 6.30pm till 9.30pm.. You know, everyone have plans on a Friday evening.. Some have important things, gathering, dinner appt, movie, exercising etc etc. 

I was so so disappointed that there was no room for negotiation on who to stay, the door was slam shut right in front of my face. No love, no concern, only leaving me feeling shock, rude, and seriously unhappy.

The issue which I was concerned most happened to me. Hai, seriously, after so much effort, nothing changed. Has really everything all gone to waste? I really don't know how to manage it further.. 

In work, the matter of fact is, the one who cares losses the most.. the one who do the best work gets the most shit and the one who is easy going gets push around endlessly. 

Politics (Office) Sucks, Reality sucks, Society suck.

Nobody is willing to first take a step forward to contribute and take a step backwards to give in. 

True friends are hard to come by, I'm thankful and treasure truthfully with what I have