i just realised that i've lost my canon s120 camera and probably wont get to see it again.
the irritating thing is that it was a recent purchase only about 6 months ago.
as much as i like to think that it isn't a big deal, it is hard to forgive myself for such silly carelessness.
i am not one who forgives myself easily. i tend to forgive others more than myself...
i came to realised that it seems like i cant handle 2 camera at one go. the previous time while on the "escape from the conspiracy" race, i almost lost the same camera by leaving it on the floor. Luckily, my teammates saw it and grab the camera for me.
it looks like a close shave but wasn't a big enough lesson for learning yet.
i need a better system keeping track of where my camera are while shooting. also, never be complacent by leaving thing around. always keep them after using.
well, the consolation here is that i only lost a material thing throughout the whole experience. no doubt it cost a few hundred bucks (which pains me considering how i am saving up for my future plans) but they are things far more valuable than this. like family, friendship, happiness, freedom etc.
it is a timely reminder on how it feels like to loose something unexpectedly and always remembering to treasure what you have..
